Saturday, December 31, 2005



Well, as you can see, Christmas breaks almost over. Phff. Less than a week's left.. *screams* I'm gonna die. I'm still too lazy to get up early every morning and my butt's like 10 pounds heavier this time. I mean, c'mon.. this season only comes ONCE a year, right? So, why not make the most of it.

Last Tuesday, I was off to Pililla. Got a Christmas Party again. Wow.. endless parties, uh?

Wednesday. My cousins and I were suppose to go to EK, but due to incomplete plans and preparations (plus the fact that one of my cousins is sick) the trip didn't push through. To make up for it, we just decided to drop by SM (atleast, by then, we still could see each other). We had lunch at Sushiya. Yum! (No wonder why I don't get fed up with it.) Then, went off to do a little shopping. Take note: "a little." My cousins and I went around and decided to stay at the 4rth level where there are shops for gadgets like iPod's, cellphones and different accessories. Really, I love shops where they sell such gadgets.. you know, new generation items. They're just so cool. Well, I got a little pissed off when I saw a green iPod nano armband being sold at their Apple Center. I mean, I know I've got one already, but it's.. pink. Sheesh. Maybe, some other time, I'll drag my dad to that shop and let him get me one. (Oh wait, that seems kinda.. a brat. Oops!) As for myself, I got The Sims 2 original copy. I decided that it's Christmastime and I still haven't gotten anything for my dear, old self. So there, I didn't miss the opportunity of buying one and playing it. (So much for my childish acts.) And now, I am addicted to it. It's just hard to detach.

Yesterday, my cousins were here. It was great having them around the house, atleast I had companions even just for a day. I mean, yeah, I have siblings.. but I can't relate to them that much. They talk about kiddie stuffs. Obviously.

Last night's dela Cruz Christmas party was great. Even though only a handful of families popped up, we still had fun. Believe it or not, the party was still going on `til past 1am. Cooooooolness. And the best part was gift-giving seeing each one there. C'mon.. we're on with the fifth generation. What can you say?

Fine. Gift-giving was fun too. I got some money. Well, just from last night's event, I got more than a thousand bucks, currently stuffed in my wallet right now. I got like more than P500 worth of P20 bills. (Get it?)

Since my youngest sister's birthday's fast approaching, I believe I'd spend the money to buy her a gift. More or less, I'll get her one of the games for the GB.. she's too attached to it lately. :)

*sigh*

I can't believe it. Time flies so fast. I wish I could just rewind it.. even for just a day or two. :'(

Tuesday, December 27, 2005



Well, I am happy for the previous days. It's just been me, my family (including my relatives) and *drumroll* FOOD. I swear, I ate my heart out with all the hypnotizing food set on the table. Yeah, it's the traditional noche buena we have.

I bet you're wondering where my Christmas Wishlist is, eh? I know I've been quite a brat this year (and the previous too), I've been flooded (by my Dad, of course) with not necessarily what I needed, but what I wanted. Pretty much for a spoiled bratt, huh? Well, let's just say I'm near to being one, but I am surprisingly NOT one yet. I have countless of things I wanted to have like the iBook for instance, but haven't gotten it yet. I wanted to have my own go-kart and race yet sadly, I haven't seen any sign of it. I wanted a whole new wardrobe.. nah, I guess they didn't give it to me because I wanted too much. As for my new years resolution, I'll try to be contented. Well, that is, if I get what I need. And as for this case, I'm in need of money. $__$

I had my computer reformatted. A virus was scanned. Ack. Dreadful X__X Surprisingly, I still have the data I need, i.e. school reports, written output, researched information. But sadly, Adobe was down. Er, it's hard to survive without Adobe, right? And no adobe means no blogskin. Phff. I guess I'll re-install it some other time (when the computer technician is around). So far, it's.. devastating.

Moving on a different angle, Christmas was great! We had our traditional celebrations again.

24- Leongson clan
25- de Leoz clan

Both were fun..
.. and YUMMY. :P

Well, I got gifts. Lovely gifts. :P Thanks to everyone who gave me. (That goes for my friends as well.)


I guess it's proper to thank my friends before this year ends. I know it's quite a shock for me to do this, but.. I've laid my hands on it. :P

To my dear friends,
2005 has been a blast, specially with you guys around. I've had a loooooooooooooooot of happy moments, memorable ones too. In line with this, you've been there for me no matter what. You've helped undergo such circumstances. And definitely, helped me survive school. Those nasty grades and scary teachers, they never seem to bug me when I'm with you guys. We've shared a year full of happiness and of course, sad moments are mixed with `em. And for those sad moments, I'm thankful to have such people who helped me through these situations. It may have been like hell for me these previous weeks, but I don't know.. seeing you guys is just one of the best gifts I've received. The laughter, stories and tears shared.. everything just counts. It's like as if I'm the luckiest person when I'm with you guys. You're more like sisters to me. I feel so happy when I'm with you.. I couldn't ask for anything more. I'm blessed, thankful and contented. For all these moments --happy, sad.. you name `em-- thank you. And as for what I have accomplished, and goals reached.. you've been there.. all of you.. a million thanks. A letter may not be enough. But I guess, posting it.. would be better, uh? :P Well, basically, everything I typed here lands on one sentence: I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Sunday, December 25, 2005



Merry Christmas everyone! :)

Wednesday, December 21, 2005



THE FREAKING WIRELESS MOUSE IS NOT FUNCTIONING.


Ugh. I'm broke. :'(



Might not be able to update for quite a while. *pouts*

Monday, December 19, 2005



Wow. Tomorrow's going to be the Vigil and I'm not yet ready. Atleast, not 100% ready. I feel like I missed to pack something. I just don't know what that something is.

Well, I'm quite curious why people, students to be exact, are excited about this event. I mean, I for one, isn't. (Sorry about being frank, but I just want to express my own feelings.) So, okay.. it's going to be our first time (atleast for our batch) to sleep without our parents (except for those who stayed overnight because of other engagements before). One of the things I'm worried about if I put the right things in my bag. If I'm not mistaken, we still have classes. (Oh.. why do they always try to squeeze in the Academics? Bummer.) I just don't know the exact time when it'll start because I heard that we'll still have to practice in the morning. So, let's give that about an hour or two. Estimated.. probably, we'll have the subjects after recess, still.

It's a pain for me to carry all my 4 luggages. I have two bags (one for overnight, the other for school), a paper bag (for my pillow and blanket) and a sleeping bag. Darn. How I wish I can just zap things and make them pop when I need `em. *sigh*

Another thing, I still don't know if I can take it. The Vigil, I mean. Look, I'm used to sleeping late and all, but I don't think I can last that long when I'm tired from all the lectures and lessons. Oh, add the sitting position too. We'll be sitting on the floor with our vigil candle (whatever you call it) which will happily be provided by our dearest Class Adviser (one thing I love about Ms. Cajayon). And yeah, the fact that I can't stop myself from talking will be a pain in the ass throat. My butt will hurt like hell. I know it.. I just do.

Sadly, it's getting late. I hope I've got my whole self ready. There'll be confession, by the way. Well, I guess.. I better spill my nasty side, eh?? :P LOL.


Post Script/s:

• don't ever disregard the supply of electricity. it's as important as it may seem. and yeah, no electricity also means no computer.
• don't scratch the seal of your load too hard, as if your mad. you'll never forgive yourself for having done it, specially if it's got a great value.
• read the schedule before going home so there's no hassle. plus, you can avoid the "im-am-innocent" look.
• ants die of alcohol. coolness :P

Sunday, December 18, 2005



First of all, the tickets for our legacy were distributed. *claps*
To all those who want to attend, do buy a ticket or two from me. Hahaha. :P

Yesterday was incredible. My busmates and I had our Christmas Party in Shakey's. Surprisingly, we weren't the only ones there. Another set of Assumptionistas came to celebrate something (I'm just not sure if it was a party). It was amazing how we came to flood the whole restaurant and immediately draw the thought that it seemingly is small for such a large number of people. Well, we were all there, noisy like how we really are. Everyone kept on staring (including the staff). And that was Weird.

Well, I broke the rules again. Hahaha. But this time, it I've got a sensible excuse. Wait, I think "valid" would be more appropriate. I mean, my Mom picked me up at Shakey's at 5 (or was that past 5) and we went straight to Shangri-la to meet her friends. Reasonable enough, eh?

As for my batchmates, the schedule's hectic. Legacy's coming up. And we (section 4) were sorted out, randomly. Coooolness. :P We have quite a handful of steps memorized already. Well, we were lucky enough to be given the time to practice yesterday and I believe we made the most of it.

I really wanted to be part of those dancing DIRTY. But, sadly, what I was assigned to was Dirty Dancing a.k.a. Baila. Hmph. I don't know if I can get the hang of it. I mean.. er, it.. it lives out its name. LOL. (But I guess it really does..)

Aside from that, I joined the Rock it dancers. Well, atleast.. that's a whole lot better. Hahaha. And yeah, the whole class will dance footloose and another song, I just forgot the name. :P

*sigh*

Since I got quite bored today. I had my nails polished. :P Hahaha. I can get this crazy at times.


Tuesday, December 13, 2005



Oh yeah, baby :P

*pats herself at the back*

Congratulate me, I've accomplished something real new. I mean it! I got an RCS. Guess what subject? *giggles* CLE. Great.. so great.

I wasn't able to bring my First Holy Communion Certificate. It's to be released not until tomorrow. So, what can we do? I don't have a freakin magic wand to zap what I need like Harry Potter. But yeah, I envy him for having something like that.. but I don't have the patience to learn the magic words and spells. Oh yeah, speaking of HP, Cedric is one hawt guy. :P Hahaha. I'm boy-hunting now, huh??

Okay, back to my 30 seconds of fame, to that nasty RCS.

...lovely...

Well, like what I said, I can't get it yet, not until tomorrow. Then I'll have to xerox it. Basically, it has to under go such processes before it reaches Sir Ruel's hand. It was scary actually. I handed him the letter, stating that my Mom misplaced it (see, it wasn't entirely my fault.. mom said it was with her, not until yesterday when she found out it was.. LOST).

Geez. It's actually my first time to receive something like it. Despite what happened, I'm still happy hyper. I don't exactly know why.. but maybe the fact that my mom told me that it was her fault made me feel better.. a whole lot better.

To admit, I wanted to take a picture of it and paste it in a scrapbook. You know, atleast I get to boast about my experience.. now that I can surely prove I'm just a regular student --no more, no less. Actually, I didn't have regrets. I accept it --100% Promise.

But the thing is, Sir Ruel didn't give it back to me. The moment we reached the Mini Theatre he kept it inside his pocket and didn't hand it to me. So now, I have nothing to let my parent sign on that RCS. I mean, I don't have it.. it's with him.

Oh my, oh my, Christmas is coming that includes a break *claps* I'm so happy. Excited, actually. I still don't have gifts for my family. I don't know. I don't have the credits yet (as if I work). Haaay... wish I can earn a living. What th--?

I think we'll be having the Vigil next week. Bummer. I can stay up late at night. Man, I love sleeping. Anyone has pills to offer? :P

Monday, December 12, 2005



I hate to end my 4-day vacation. But school is just hours away. How I wish I can stop time. I really wish I could.

Well, I've finished my Reading project. It's basically, crap. Someone wouldn't even dare open it. Swear. It's an effing, ugly project reflecting the hardwork which I've done (which is 0%). Man, I crammed it. I mean, c'mon, I'm not fit for writing poems. I don't even see myself as a writer of whatever in the future. If there is a possibility, I wouldn't even take it because I simply suck at it, big time! Take it from me, I know myself.

I'm not ready to go to school. It's no fun now.. everything's getting worse each day, from the lectures even to the teachers. It's hard to deal with it. Phff. And yeah, I'm not willing to see my grade in Math. I just have the sense that this quarter will be the worst ever.

Honestly, I used to love math. I love working with numbers. It's fun. But, it's just too much. It's getting on my last nerve. Now, whoever invented Math will most likely be killed by me (even if he's dead already). I don't know.. perhaps, due to the countless mistakes I commit because of carelessness. Oh yeah, add stupidity to the list.

Grr..

I need a break.

Give me an additional 4-day vacation again. Please:P

Sunday, December 11, 2005



Everytime there's a special occassion (i.e. birthdays, wedding anniversaries, christmas, etc), our relatives from all over the world send us cards, but we never send a card back. Well, atleast not until now.

Mom never did that, actually. She's more of the techie type, emails and all that. In fact, I hardly see her write letters to her friends abroad. It's funny actually. Think about it. Her friends are trying their best in writing.. while she, on the other hand, just uses the computer and presses on the letters, whichever she wants to appear.

Recently, I just found out that she bought around 10 Christmas Cards. Of course, I was shocked. At first, I thought she would give it to us.. in case we wanted to give our friends one. But no, she filled up one card, to the next, until she has written on all of it. It's weird. My mom's.. different. :P

Wow. Who could have inspired her?? Daaaaaaaaad??

Saturday, December 10, 2005



I watched Chicken Little last Wednesday. I loved it. It's great. I swear :)

I was planning to watch In Her Shoes and Just Like Heaven but sadly, I still had to do my Reading Project --a Poetry Portfolio for the second time around (we had exactly the same project last year). Actually, I was tempted to copy what I published last year. I mean, it wouldn't be plagiarism since the poems are my own --100% But the thing is.. I don't feel like doing so anymore because it's like as if, I stopped in a particular timezone. I mean, if I put the poems of last year, it might not jive (sp?) or go well with my emotions and feelings right now. Really, I've changed quite a LOT and I believe, if ever I push through with my plan, it'll not be appealing as expected. It's very different now. :P I'm not the me before. I guess, the change was for the better.

Well, I'm not done with my project. Unfortunately, I'm not even somewhere in the middle. I'm caught up in the front part. But, the thing is, I've got my set of poems ready for printing.. or writing (I'm not sure about that part yet). I guess, Adobe will now be handy in projects too. :P Now, I like how that sounds. Coolness.

I'm not ready to end my 4-day vacation. So far, it's been great. I've tried to make the most of it, though. I mean, these things don't come twice, right? So better pull out the best in each of `em. Sadly, I still have a project to accomplish and some other things to do. Bummer. But I'll try to see the positive side to make them atleast look a little better..

Wednesday, December 07, 2005



Tomorrow's going to be our last day for classes this week. Thank God for giving us 2 additional days as vacation. Whew.

I bet tomorrow will be tough. We have to present in something in Filipino, and we barely did a thing. I hate being lazy, actually but I'm lazy to try not to --I'm caught in between. Ugh. It's horrible.

UT1 in math is coming up --only hours away. What th--? Er, I don't know if I'm going to study or not because most of the time, when I really study hard, that's the time I get low grades. I can't track down how it happens but that's what occurs to me every time I take tests. And now, I'm just too fed up to even flip a page. Grr. My life sounds tragic --so true.

Well, I still have to worry about the quiz in Reading tomorrow --Idiomatic Expressions. Phff. I hardly understood a thing about it. Wow. Do put me in the record if I fail, will you?

*sigh*

I don't know what to do. I'm just fed up with my life. Everything's.. just.. complicated.

My books are bothering me now, better go check on `em.

I'll be buzzing by. Ta-ta.

Monday, December 05, 2005



I didn't feel like getting up early this morning and get dressed for school. My weekend felt like a 12-hour break due to our activity last Saturday --dreadful.

Yesterday, we still went to Alabang to celebrate my Grandma's Birthday. We ate at Italiannis then. Of course, it wouldn't be complete if we didn't go shopping. Actually, I didn't buy anything for myself, even though there were countless of good things around. I was just taking note of the the things I like, so when Christmas comes --tada!-- I'll have a new wardrobe. (Yeah right)

We also went to Ayala. You know, to the Bazaar. It was good, but hell.. it was HOT! I was burning like a pig inside there. Sobra.

Well, I'm thankful that atleast this Thursday and Friday we don't have classes. Yeah, baby! :P I'm so, so happy. I won't worry about anything after Wednesday. But the thing is, we'll be having a Thursday and Friday schedule for the following days. Bummer! X( But anyways, atleast we get quite a vacation.

Geez. I want to watch Chicken Little. I don't know why, I just think it's cute. You know --Who you callin` Chicken? Hahaha. Anyways, I can't wait until Wednesday to do so. I'm so DYING TO WATCH IT!

Saturday, December 03, 2005



I went to Ateneo today to watch Ibong Adarna. I thought it would be something like the book, as in with the princesses and all, but I suddenly remembered that the cast were all Ateneans so most probably there wouldn't be any princess unless they turn themselves into one (which is unlikely to happen).

The show was.. quick. It only took us about an hour or so. What took time was when the show ended because the cast went out to the entrance to meet us. God, if you were just there. Assumptionistas were wailing, screaming as if it was their first time to see cute guys. Well, infairness Don Juan a.k.a. Joseph was cute and Chris a.k.a. Ibong Adarna was too, plus one of the guys in the choir (is that what you call `em). But honestly, having your picture taken with them and asking for their numbers were so.. unproper (?). I mean, really, it's like people saw a famous artist and all. God, how tragic. No offense, but that's how I see it. Honestly.

Well, I was actually planning not to attend because my youngest sister, Lexi, has a (soccer) game against Xavier. Too bad, just because of my appointment, she wasn't able to play. Mom said it might be hard for her to join (even though she's in the varsity team already) because by then, she'll be competing with boys. And most likely, she'll go home with countless of new scars to boast about. To admit, I feel sorry for her. I mean, it WASN'T TOTALLY my fault. Mom didn't like the idea that much too. Maybe, the next time, I'll be the one to pursuade Mom to allow her, so that, in such a way, I can tag along too.. and probably, give moral support. Overall, that's what sisters are for..

For the past days I've been suffering from sore throat. And now, guess what, I've lost my voice. Well, not really that much but it's hard for me to speak. The pitch seem to vary everytime I try to mumble the words.

My Dad was telling me yesterday that he'll get an iPod for himself. And that he's going to get the one with the video. Er, I guess he was trying to make me feel envious and tell him that I want one myself. Well, excuse me, I'd rather get an iBook.. and that's what I really am dying to get.

Phff.