Monday, December 12, 2005



I hate to end my 4-day vacation. But school is just hours away. How I wish I can stop time. I really wish I could.

Well, I've finished my Reading project. It's basically, crap. Someone wouldn't even dare open it. Swear. It's an effing, ugly project reflecting the hardwork which I've done (which is 0%). Man, I crammed it. I mean, c'mon, I'm not fit for writing poems. I don't even see myself as a writer of whatever in the future. If there is a possibility, I wouldn't even take it because I simply suck at it, big time! Take it from me, I know myself.

I'm not ready to go to school. It's no fun now.. everything's getting worse each day, from the lectures even to the teachers. It's hard to deal with it. Phff. And yeah, I'm not willing to see my grade in Math. I just have the sense that this quarter will be the worst ever.

Honestly, I used to love math. I love working with numbers. It's fun. But, it's just too much. It's getting on my last nerve. Now, whoever invented Math will most likely be killed by me (even if he's dead already). I don't know.. perhaps, due to the countless mistakes I commit because of carelessness. Oh yeah, add stupidity to the list.

Grr..

I need a break.

Give me an additional 4-day vacation again. Please:P