Wednesday, March 22, 2006



School. School. School. Graduation practices and nothing more. Ah, the torture of singing.. it simply kills my throat. :P

Well, you've got it right again, today's just another regular graduation practice day. Yeah, nothing more than that. If it wasn't for the upcoming surprise birthday party for Ms Cajayon, I have probably decided of not going to school for one whole week. Ha! I know, I'm too lazy. Actually, what have you got to do but sing and sing and sing and I don't really see the exact point of practicing marching up the stage when you'd just stay there for not more than a minute to get your diplomat?

Not to be too frank, but really.. I've been pissed off singing all day. I mean, I usually get sleepy with all the singing we do, specially when it comes to those slow and unknown songs. I tend to lipsing and all since I don't have the energy to sing my heart out. Let's just reserve it for the day, right?

I can't really wait for Tuesday to come. I can't wait to experience summer once again. The heat, the intensity, the fun, there's nothing more you can ask for. Ah.. I'm really craving for it. Phff. Sadly, I still have to stay for 4 more days of practice. Yikes.

At the same time, I can't fully accept the fact that it's really goodbye gradeschool. Well, for one thing, I would miss every single activity we used to do-- from those kiddie activities in first grade to the more complicated events of 7th grade. It's just hard to let go. I mean, moving on to another chapter of my life would surely take me a long time to adjust; and with all the requirements of High School, I don't think I'll pass. But soon, I'll be entering a new phase, be going in a new building and meeting unknown people along the way. It just simply scares me. The thought of being a High School student just gives me the creeps. I don't know what to expect and I don't know what the people there expect from me, either. It's just plainly.. freaky.

For now, I just want to reminisce-- all the things that happened throughout my whole elementary course. I just want to look back and really see how much I've changed. And as for now, I'd rather not think of the future. Let's just keep track of the present, shall we? :P Talking more about it would surely just give me the creeps.