Thursday, April 20, 2006



For all the years I've been living, I thought I knew myself-- my strengths, my weaknesses, my potentials, etc. But sadly, as to how it all turns out, I'm just a crazy little girl in this humugous, messy world, dying to find her inner self and make it shine.


Well, if you've noticed, the previous posts are all results of severe boredom-- except for some which were about special occassions. ANYWAY. Now, I've got something to share about. I think. Well, atleast now I've got myself enrolled. Enrolled? Yeah. In what? ...singing. No kidding? Yeah, no kidding.


Ha. Atleast after some time of thinking if I really have this friggin frog voice or not, I then found out that I have the voice (for singing). Quite unexpected, uh? Honestly, I never thought my teacher would compliment me about it. Because, right from the very start, we all knew that Tania was the one who had the singing voice. I mean, hers is like Mariah's. Husky. Yeah, husky. So, basically, singing wasn't really my thing. Not until today, I mean. Shocking, isn't it?


In addition to that, I also took Piano Lessons again. My teacher tried to refresh my memory. Unfortunately, I couldn't remember anything except the note: Middle C. But really, I'm still up to learning it again. I was reintroduced to the keyboard a while ago. Fun, isn't it?


It lasted for two hours-- 45 mins for voice lessons then an hour and 15 mins for piano. Piano's great. But I'm not giving up guitar, still. Though, it has to wait until I find a guitar teacher again. LOL. I mean, I know how to play but Mom wants me to learn plucking and she promised, that afterwards, I can switch to electric guitar and/or drums. With the condition that I really master plucking already. Phew. Long way to go still, uh?


Actually, I was giggling while vocalizing. Swear. And during the breathing part, I was a complete mess. :) Can't help laughing though.


Up to now, I couldn't even imagine what I'll turn out to be, a pianist and/or a singer. Phew. Singer? Naaaah. Don't think so. A pianist would be better. But it'd be best if I would be a racer (which I really, really wish for :P)