Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Since I was doing a revision of our class'
seat plan, I decided that I update (even just a little) about what has happened and what WILL happen. As if I know.. =p
Frankly, I feel like a nerd having to study everyday.. every single day of my new high school life. Really, I didn't expect that I have this "nerdy" side. I mean, I never really liked studying O__O I cram-- that's what I love to do. But nowadays, it's always like, "
What if the teacher gives a quiz; what if I don't know what to answer when I'm called for recitation" Sobrang prepared ko na talaga. Well, that depends also if I'm in the mood to study and I have the patience in memorizing pages and pages of notes. LOL.
May kondisyon pa e, no?So, it's actually just the third week of school and it's been terror all the way. *screams* I know, I just know that there's more to come. Obviously. What's funny is that it's only the start of the schoolyear (the first quarter to be exact) and I'm already feeling pressured. No offense. I even sleep late at night. Very late. And what happens is that I have a hard time getting up in the morning. It seems much harder to detach from the bed. I lack sleep and rest, really.
It's just the start of the schoolyear, and I don't really think I'm doing well. I'm kind of flunking actually, specially in that Filipino diagnostic test-- such an unforgettable experience for me. It was obviously hard and confusing. I suck at Filipino and I admit that. :) Whole-heartedly. Anyway, we also had this quiz in English a while ago and it was.. okaaaaaaay. I was just surprised by the way our teacher gives quizzes. Her style is just.. different. Very different from what I was thinking about. It's more of "reasoning out" on her part. Alos, Math.. I'm having a hard time understanding Math. Gaaaah.
The subjects I used to love will soon be the subjects I will hate. Ugh. Hopefully not. Pleaaaase. Nooooo.