Sunday, November 19, 2006



After getting a glimpse of my dreadful second quarter grades, I have the sudden feeling of regret because I know I somehow neglected my studies. There were actually times wherein I'd accomplish a homework (or even a project) just a few minutes/hours before the deadline. I'm a perfect crammer, right? And now, what do I get? The friggin consequence and yes, it totally sucks. All of my grades went down except for Math which only went up by a damn point. Oh hell. This is life. I do something bad, I get something awful in return. I guess I'd have to focus more again on my studies this time because I really, really have to pull up my grades.

Fortunately enough, my parents were okay with the situation. I know that they're somehow disappointed though, just basing it from the smirk they gave me as soon as they made a top-to-bottom view of my grades. So, that puts a whooooooole lot of burden on me again. And I have to work harder, double-time to produce extra load. School really drives me nuts sometimes and my grades make me nerdy, but I feel that somehow I just have to do what is necessary.

I've just started memorizing fifty elements in the periodic table in their actual order. Mind you, I'm putting a lot of effort in this because the elements are like terrible tongue-twisters on the loose. Almost half-way through but I still have a long way to go. Also, I've finished my AP homework (Seeing my AP grade was kind of depressing. I should have done better.) and I'm really making up for all the opportunities I seemed to have thrown away the previous quarter.

Well, third quarter's going to be way, way short because of all the activities. The fair, the school productions, holidays, and the like. Speaking of which, the fair will be this week and I'm so excited. Variety show too. Lurve. For the school production, guess what, our batch will be playing the recorder. Boo-hoo. And for the holidays, I'm looking forward to it. Very much. I don't know why I crave much on vacations this time while last year I actually liked school and I used to love studying. Oh well, people DO change. I just hope I'd change for the better. Imma get my lazy self working.

Good night world.