Monday, February 19, 2007



It's a real sh*tty world out there, uh?? You don't know exactly what type of stupid experiences life has in store for you. I hate that fact about life. I hate it that you couldn't get the things you wish for all the time. Once karma sets in and breaks into something, it totally makes your life extremely miserable. Like, right now. I don't want to be totally affected by this certain matter but I'm totally squished in the middle. I wish I had a... well... a better life, let's just say it generally. But it's so sucky right now. I wish I HAVE MY OWN LIFE. It's so depressing to think about it. Not only did it affect/strike me, but someone as well. I hope people (and that person in particular) will be open-minded, even just for now. It's true. SH*T DOES HAPPEN and it struck me right smack in my face this time. So sweet. OUCH!


Anyway, while I try to forget about this matter and trash all the drama, let's try to reminisce the event of this day. Good enough, it was shortened periods, and only thirty-minutes per subject basis. Whew. Atleast, not much of tiring Monday.. but still a bit challenging. Algebra was always on top of everyday class schedule. Just imagine our faces seeing Math on the board for first period it the morning. Totally depressing. We didn't do much for AP-- just a few discussions and filling-up-of-LP's and we're off to recess.


Maybe the highlight for this day was P.E. Right, i-four? Well, P.E. is (almost) always the BEST during Mondays especially now that we're having swimming. It's just basically fun taking a dip in the water (although I somehow loathe Practical Tests) and swim your heart out (wtf??;p) with Mr. Sun's totally damaging ultra-violet rays hitting your skin badly (ouch!). We swim whenever the sun is at its peak. Tsk, tsk. I have very terrible tan lines. Sucks.


Well, we also discussed the movie Pay It Forward for Alay Kapwa. Thinking about the events was depressing because of the tragic ending. There was actually a spoiler on the internet. Good enough, I was able to watch it (courtesy of my left-mate: Advento). Overall, it was good and a very inspiring film. I cried. I really cried three times. :')


Unfortunately, I still couldn't forget about the drama and the serious matter enveloping me right now. I am trying as much not to succumb to it. I WANT TO FORGET IT but it is something HARD to forget. I have a terrible life.. I am ALL A MISTAKE. I know I hate being to dramatic. But it's only here that I can confide all these things (aside from my sister, Tania). Well, I'll just pray for that person. I'll pray for him/her every single night. It's all safe here, I'm very, very sure he/she does not read my blog, afterall. >:)


SH*T HAPPENS and it will forever be haunting me.


I just hope you guys had a pretty good start of school week. Forgive me for giving such violent remarks but I'm having a pretty hard time. My life sucks big time, I hope yours is way, way better.





There'll be 23 more days left and it's *drumroll* summer break. My dull life will soon take a shift from the boring school moments and encounters. Yay! I will stay up late for other reasons-- late American soaps perhaps or just plainly watching my favorites, Entertainment Tonight and The Insider. Alongside with this, I have to be thinner and slimmer. I'm kind of gaining weight at the moment, and it sucks big time. I've tried to stick with an all-oatmeal diet which starts from breakfast up until dinner. Sometimes, I'd have cereal breaks in between. But I soon found out, that without meat/fish I'll not be as productive and wouldn't have enough energy to go on in school. I wish someone will invent portable microwaves. That way, I'll be able to eat my Quaker Oats anytime, anywhere. *knock, knock* Portable microwaves anyoneeeeeee?


This was just like any other weekend. Sunday is the culmination of all and the REST DAY. I like waking up during Sunday mornings-- having that bright sunny Mr. Sunshine lighting up your window. But still, towards the afternoon I feel so disappointed because it'll soon be Monday again-- start of another hell-ish devil-ish week. As you know (must know), I hate Mondays. I absolutely hate Mondays. Oh wait, did I say I hate Mondays???


Soon, it'll be back to reality-- back to tragic homeworks, deadly projects and boring lectures. For the previous weeks, I've been trying as much to fight my sleeping habits during class hours. Well, I've actually not slept in class before but ALMOST always on the verge to. You know the time wherein you're eyelids are uncontrollably slipping down and your mind is blank? You slap your face to wake yourself up but it only takes effect for a couple of seconds. You make that "1-sign (the one pointing the ceiling ;p)" indicating that you're asking permission to go to the washroom but you end up, washing your face all over again. That, my friends, is what I do especially during.... Nevermind, it doesn't matter much to know which subject I ALMOST always fall asleep. Conduct a survey in our class, you'd probably get the right answer in no time.


Love month is soon going to be over. We'll be starting March in just a few days. And school will be off pretty soon. *Cheers* I' m itching for long, lazy afternoons just staying at home, doing movie marathons-- one hand holds the remote; and the other then reaches out for a share of popcorn, cheetos or a drink. I love wasting time during summer, especially when there's nothing to do. Well, I sometimes doze off to sleep but that rarely happens. Most of the time, I'm straining my eyes of this computer, carefully updating and doing whatever has to be accomplished. Sure enough, I also grab a good book to read. Oh well. Speaking of books, Carolyn Mackler is such a good author. It's a pleasure to have her series. I actually spent my savings on her books (Vegan Virgin Valentine; Love and other Four Letter Words; The Earth, My Butt and Other Big Round Things) which cost P439.00/book. I know it's quite expensive but you'll really love the way she does her writing. I dig in her characters and it's simply hard to put the book down. In fact, I rushed reading Canal de la Reina (which is a required book for Filipino) just so I could start reading Carolyn Mackler's books. Definitely tempting but it's such a good read.


Anyway, off to previous gigs. I skipped school last Valentine's Day and missed a couple of classes. Good enough, just a couple. I didn't wish to do so but my parents wanted to have this "family-bonding" day with everyone. So, we went out and hung out at Cibo. Afterwards, we watched Ghost Rider which was satan-ish evil movie. But, I fell so inlove with Eva Mendes. Latinas are beautiful and their men are indiscribably H-O-T. I want to have a Latino Boyfriend when I grow up. Yeah riiiiight. I wissssssh! Moving on, the movie was a whole lot freaky than I expected. The characters were monsters-- well, most of them were. But overall, it was nice (because Eva Mendes was there ;p).


Yesterday, Hannah and I went to the LSGH fair. We looked so stupid and funny because we didn't really know which way and where to go. Mind you, it was just our first time to go there. (Yeah, I know. Losers, okay?? With the capital "L" and all ;p) We got victimized by the kiss mark and we had to pay twenty bucks each. Bummer. But, it was okay. In the evening we watched their Variety/Fashion Show. I liked Bloomfields `cause they sang this song which was part of the movie, "50 First Dates." Hm, Sugarfree's lead singer was so comfortable on stage that he did weird and kinda stupid antics but it was all for fun. Well, we watched the fashion show too and it was okay. Nothing really extravagant happened but I was with *him*. Oh well, I don't think I have to emphasize much. It's up for you to find out, fellaaaahs.


*sigh*


Test week this week. Crammed quizzes and boring lectures are to invade. I need a boost to help me get on with school. Just 23 more days and we're off, on a happy (hopefully) and fruitful summer vacation. Eek. No exact plans where to go yet. I don't think it'll be one of the best summers for me. Oh well. Atleast I get a big break from all these exhausting schoolwork. I can't actually imagine being a sophomore yet. Please god, no. Not yet. I'm too pressured here in my freshman year.. what about sophomore???? x__X Oh well. Hope you guys had a happy weekend. God bless us this hell-ish week. Oh yeah, Happy Chinese New Year. Whoo! Go Piiiiiiiig.

Saturday, February 03, 2007



Oh yes, dear! It's love month already. Wow, time flies so fast indeed. It's the second month for this year and that also means, only about a month or so will be left for my HS freshman year.


Love month and I'm loveLESS. Well, not really. I'm just a little bit confused at the moment. Well, I'm sure February will be the shortest yet most excitng month. Hopefully. I've got three consecutive weekends planned and I hope there will be nothing to interupt my schedule. I would gladly take a break from all the stress I feel in school.


A while ago, we had shortened periods and it rocked. Although we had very short time for recess and lunch, it was a good thing because subjects were cut down to thirty-five minutes each. But I was really challenged during Filipino class because we had to draw "Canal de la Reina" and I really suck in drawing. It was due at the end of the day so I had no choice but to submit a project not even good enough to beat a kindergarten student's drawing. Definitely, no talent in that. English was great. We got a perfect score even though we didn't really prepare for the presentation. Well, I guess the mat did its thing.


Anyway, tomorrow <3 Lunchmates will be going to AHS together. Yaaahs, baaby!:) Sadly, that means, I will be missing training and piano lessons. Well, slash that "sadly" out. I think I will be rejoicing this time. For once...


Have a pleasant weekend, world. Good Night.

Friday, February 02, 2007



As expected, we had a grasp of our Report Cards (for the third quarter) today. It was distributed by our last period teacher, which just made a nice day turn out to be a bit gloomy. Of course, scores went down but generally, I think it has been my best performance when compared to the first and second quarter. Although, I actually denied my unbelievable RHGP grade (because I am really so talkative in class), I think I'll keep it for now. Afterall, it's not always that I get a grade like this in High School.


My Math grade never fails to make me smile. I thought I wouldn't make it this year because I had a wee bit of a hard time adjusting with Ms. H's style of teaching. But, as to how it turned out to be, I think my "trying to understand her ways" paid off. Now, English always decreases by a point every quarter. I hope it won't do so this time or else I'll be totally depressed because I've worked hard to maintain such a target grade. AP and almost all the others went down. But generally, it was all good. I never expected my third quarter grades to be that pleasing but God is sooooo Good that he gave me these. I'll really take school seriously this quarter. (God, pray for me :P)


Still, my Dad is NOT satisfied with my grades. Here comes sermons again. He never ever fails to give me that every quarter. God, I'm so feeeeed uuuup. He doesn't know what type of hardwork I'm putting in. Sheesh.


Anyway, I did the reflection for the gospel a while ago. And yes, my knees and hands trembled like H-E-L-L. They were obviously uncontrollable. I have never managed to be confident in front of a crowd and I DO have to put much more effort on that.


Well, as you can see, I'm trying to bring to life AGAIN my previously (quite) abandoned blog. :) I hope I get to keep it updated.


Oh yeah, a HAPPY FEBRUARY to everyboooody! It's love month. Oh lalalalalala loooove:)