Monday, February 19, 2007



It's a real sh*tty world out there, uh?? You don't know exactly what type of stupid experiences life has in store for you. I hate that fact about life. I hate it that you couldn't get the things you wish for all the time. Once karma sets in and breaks into something, it totally makes your life extremely miserable. Like, right now. I don't want to be totally affected by this certain matter but I'm totally squished in the middle. I wish I had a... well... a better life, let's just say it generally. But it's so sucky right now. I wish I HAVE MY OWN LIFE. It's so depressing to think about it. Not only did it affect/strike me, but someone as well. I hope people (and that person in particular) will be open-minded, even just for now. It's true. SH*T DOES HAPPEN and it struck me right smack in my face this time. So sweet. OUCH!


Anyway, while I try to forget about this matter and trash all the drama, let's try to reminisce the event of this day. Good enough, it was shortened periods, and only thirty-minutes per subject basis. Whew. Atleast, not much of tiring Monday.. but still a bit challenging. Algebra was always on top of everyday class schedule. Just imagine our faces seeing Math on the board for first period it the morning. Totally depressing. We didn't do much for AP-- just a few discussions and filling-up-of-LP's and we're off to recess.


Maybe the highlight for this day was P.E. Right, i-four? Well, P.E. is (almost) always the BEST during Mondays especially now that we're having swimming. It's just basically fun taking a dip in the water (although I somehow loathe Practical Tests) and swim your heart out (wtf??;p) with Mr. Sun's totally damaging ultra-violet rays hitting your skin badly (ouch!). We swim whenever the sun is at its peak. Tsk, tsk. I have very terrible tan lines. Sucks.


Well, we also discussed the movie Pay It Forward for Alay Kapwa. Thinking about the events was depressing because of the tragic ending. There was actually a spoiler on the internet. Good enough, I was able to watch it (courtesy of my left-mate: Advento). Overall, it was good and a very inspiring film. I cried. I really cried three times. :')


Unfortunately, I still couldn't forget about the drama and the serious matter enveloping me right now. I am trying as much not to succumb to it. I WANT TO FORGET IT but it is something HARD to forget. I have a terrible life.. I am ALL A MISTAKE. I know I hate being to dramatic. But it's only here that I can confide all these things (aside from my sister, Tania). Well, I'll just pray for that person. I'll pray for him/her every single night. It's all safe here, I'm very, very sure he/she does not read my blog, afterall. >:)


SH*T HAPPENS and it will forever be haunting me.


I just hope you guys had a pretty good start of school week. Forgive me for giving such violent remarks but I'm having a pretty hard time. My life sucks big time, I hope yours is way, way better.