Wednesday, March 21, 2007



Just approximately 9 months back, I got a first feel of what High School was all about-- new crowd, new people, new stricter teachers, new building, etc. And from there, I knew it was going to be a NEW BEGINNING. True enough, it offered unlimited homeworks and projects even if you do not subscribe to them-- they are like packages which come free whenever you enroll. Thing is, this type of unlimited NEVER expires. It goes on all throughout the schoolyear. And that's what's different about High School. Almost everything you dislike is unlimited. What else are unlimited? Let see.. Count in boring lectures, numerous sermons and yeah, rules, rules, and mooooore rules. I just can't wait to take a break from all these. They simply drive me nuts.


Well, for a fact, HS gave me a new atmosphere to deal with everyday. Once we were like the head princesses of gradeschool, now we are the "babies" of the HS body. But this would soon come to an end too since there's a new batch coming.. we had our turn and they are now next in line.


My freshman school life will officially end tomorrow, as soon as we hear the bell rung signaling the conclusion of the final test. I am so excited and I cannot wait anymore. I can't wait to get a glimpse of this year's summer and just basically, waste my time. No school-related activities to bother me anymore. This would be HEAVEN.


Because of too much excitement and thoughts about what activities I have to engage in this summer, I am not patient enough to study anything related to Filipino or Algeb. I am simply not that much grade conscious because it's the end of the schoolyear, afterall. I do not want to be preoccupied with studies. I let my mind free anyway, and there's no point of conditioning it all back. I already made my share of "good-study-habbits" and their off to rest until sy2007-2008 starts again. For two months, I will officially be free from the chain of torment. I will, once again, experience life the way I should. NO school= fun


*sigh*


I went to school a while ago without being equipped with appropriate knowlede about CLE or AP. I just went on, answering the test with the things I fully remember. For sure, I'd get a "not-so-pleasing grade" but I hope I will pass. If it was 80 something, I'd already be happy for myself. As of now, I am not expecting any grand, line-of-9 grade. I'll be contented with an, hm.. let's presume, 86.


CLE was more on testing one's common sense. But the thing is, I DON'T HAVE COMMON SENSE. So practically, I've got numerous mistakes already. (Don't even bother to ask me how many.) The essay part really tested me-- not actually in constructing, but in the manner of analyzing what it's asking of me to do.


AP was.. simply.. HARD. Well, I guess that's what you get when you spare precious golden time on the computer rather than opening and rereading your notes. I didn't expect it to be that challenging either. But, it simply was. We had questions about topics we discussed during the first quarter and too bad, I have very poor memory so I just made useless guesses. (Useless because I'm sure I wouldn't get it right anyway.)


All this recap about tests just make me feel upset. I'd still go to school tomorrow without studying. Tsk, tsk. Bad, very bad me. Well, I've done my share of being a "good student" so it's basically the opposite this time around. Fair enough. I just wish tomorrow's test will not be as challenging as the ones we took today. If that happens so, I'll be roasted by my grades. Oh well. I hope they're not really "at risk" at this moment.


*sigh*


Life is really challenging. School is challenging. Freshman year is challenging. Tests are challenging. Algeb and Filipino WILL BE challenging tests tomorrow.
I.CAN.FEEL.IT. :


Eek. Last day tomorrow as well as iFour class party. Can't wait to end all these tests.

Ciao.