Saturday, May 26, 2007



rain, rain go away

The rain is simply getting in my nerves. The thunders just shriek like crazy in the clouds. And the lightning-- they're like huge camera flashes up in the grey, grey sky. Freaky, I know. Better yet, I have to get used to it. Afterall, summer is almost officially over, rainy season is tremendously due. But don't you think it is a bit too early to bid farewell to summer? Nah, I don't think so. All these raindrops clanging on my windowsill makes me feel a bit emo and lonely-- especially now that I am in fact alone at home.


randomly blogging my heart out

Right now, I have my hair tied up in a pony and completely trying to concentrate on what I want to snitch about. The cool weather makes me feel totally calmed down. For once, I do not feel the sticky sweat trickling down my back and face. For once, I had the feel of rainy season and the cool breeze blowing against my entire body. For once, it all makes sense.

The scorching sun may have gotten tired of shining its harmful rays and I am grateful for that. If not for this part-time "rainy" season, I would have collapsed. Yes, I do use the aircon but I try to avoid as much because our bill has greatly increased and you know how I guilty I feel when I think I've spent too much of my parents' dough.

I think this day would have gotten better if I got my lazy ass moving off to SM with my two Ice Princesses and Queen Mother. But then again, my fatty ass held me back from doing so. And now, I am ungratefully stuck here at home, alone. Trying to deal with boredom and hold on as much as I can.

Well, there's nothing really good to watch on TV and I've gotten sick and tired of tuning in American Idol (Season 6) Finale on Starworld. Believe me, the rerun is being played all over again, all over again, all over again. Oh c'mon, who would even watch a two-hour finale over and over and over again (unless you're totally into one of the performers) because you can actually just check on what's happening on the net. And yes, I think every American talkshow covered it: Sparks won. That's it, that's all they needed to know.

Anyway, I am constantly banning myself from getting out of my room because basically, all I will do, is open the ref and grab something to munch on. Now, don't wonder how I got my fatty theighs, drum-like tummy and puffy cheeks. You see, my new hobby now is plainly, opening the refridgerator and grabbing a bite (well, a LOT of bites). I do not know but I am partly blaiming it to my Mom who just buys a lot of great stuffs from the grocery lately. I cannot find out exactly why, whether she is trying to fill me in "good and sweet" stuffs or just trying to test my self-discipline (when it comes to food, atleast). I am completely having a hard time dealing with it because all these good food make my tummy cry and grumble. Even if I am full, I tend to push myself to limits, promising to myself that it will be last bite but ending up eating a whole platter. Beat that! To my surprise, I really gained a tremendous amount of weight. I need to and have to do a lot of exercise. On my part, it is a true burden because aside from sports, I do no other exercise. I abhor these stationary bicycles and treadmills and the like. I do not like gyms.

Oh well, as soon as summer finishes anyway, I won't have to stay that fit because obviously, there are no bikini requirements-- you know, beaches, pools and the like. School will soon be taking over and stress will soon be my number one enemy. I cannot really believe how fast time flies and I am incoming high school sophomore. Just a couple more years before I go and graduate. Then, swoosh, off to college. My, oh my, I am getting older. Getting older by each damn second.